Oh, Blee..

The Gashlycrumb Tinies.

Drowning Doesn’t Look Like Drowning.

Ask me stuff and nonsense here – http://www.formspring.me/Bleefers

A lot of people have mulled this over.. and as far as i’m concerned there IS a right and a wrong answer.. which came first: the chicken or the egg? Discuss.

It’s the egg. Of COURSE it’s the egg!

why are you such a fucking bitch?

I don’t know, why am I a fucking bitch? Oooh my first bit of proper Formspring beef! Exciting! Pls elaborate

what size is your bra? and are you wearing one right now

I’m only telling you if you’re going to buy me nice underwear, and no, as I am just about to have a shower.

hey hun, whatever it is that you feel you’ve had enough of, just forget about it. put it out of your mind. you’re not doing anyone any favours by holding on. you look out for yourself, and forget the bad shit! please!

Whoever this was, thank you

Faces of New York.

the boxes we put people in – Vox.

hello! you’ve said before that you’re not 100% confident with the way you look. is it your face? or your body? kind of a harsh question, but i’m curious. everyone is beautiful in their own way, you should love who you are and be strong!

It’s not a harsh question, I did say I’d answer everything so it’s alright! It’s both, really. A succession of people not treating me in a decent way shattered my confidence, but it’s ok, I’m getting it back! You’re absolutely right, though, I’m learning to love who I am. Thank you, question asker!

Don’t forget, kids, if you have anything you want to ask, or say, do it here! http://www.formspring.me/Bleefers

What if this is as good as it gets?

Then I’ll have to be happy with it. Things aren’t great at the moment, but they could certainly be a lot worse. And I have the most amazing friends and family in the whole world, my little guinea pigs and my cameras. It doesn’t take much to make me happy, really.

whats a really bad thing you’ve done? have you thought while you’re doing it, “i really shouldn’t be doing this” or are you a no remorse kind of gal?

Hmm. A really bad thing that I’ve done? Not sure, really. Held grudges for too long I suppose. Everything that I have ever done, I thought it was the right thing to do at the time, even if in hindsight it perhaps wasn’t the best way to handle a situation. I like to think I’m a decent, kind person but if you back me into a corner or hurt people I care about then I do tend to lash out. I think it surprises people sometimes how strong I can be in situations like that. But no, generally, I don’t regret anything.

leave her alone.

Oooh mysterious. Who? Britney?

How did you get to be so fit?

Lulwut? Thank you..! I don’t think I’m anything special though, really.

When you wrote “bloggery” on facebook did the word “buggery” come to mind, or was that just me?

I think that might have just been you. And perhaps some other people. Anyway, acts of bloggery I have committed, acts of buggery, not so much!

Are you coming for a drinky with us next next weekend?

I had to look at what next weekend was.. And yes, definitely! I’m really looking forward to it, I have an epic lack of moneys though so it may not be *too* many drinkies. I’ve not been to Nottingham in ages, and I’ve not seen a lot of you in ages either, it’ll be amazing funtimes!

Hi! I’m a casual observer of your Flickr stream for about 1yr, I gather towards the end of last year you had a bad time of things and seemed really sad. I don’t want to make a guess as to what happened, but you seem to be happier now, are you?

I did have a bad time of things, it was the worst time of my life, and my little Blee world completely fell apart. I can’t even bring myself to talk about it much because the whole time, and the things that happened are still very raw and painful for me. I am happier now than I was, I have realised a lot about myself, found confidence, realised I have people that will always be there for me, no matter what, and found myself as a person. I still have bad days, sometimes bad weeks, where I can barely bring myself to speak to anyone, but I am getting better. I think when bad things had happened to me throughout my life I shut them away and didn’t let myself think about them or get over them, especially the death of my grandmother who I was incredibly close to and I never was able to mourn for her properly.. I think I’m going into way too much detail, aren’t I? Haha. Basically, sometimes it takes for you to lose nearly everything to realise what you have, what matters, and what you want out of life

I’m so glad you’ve started posting self portraits, you’re incredibly beautiful Looking further back on your Flickr it seems like this is a recent thing, why?!

Oh my goodness, thank you so much! Why only recently? Well, I have always had a lot of self image problems, I’ve never felt like I am attractive enough, used to hate people taking photos of me because of this, and only rarely took photos of myself. I have had to force myself to take self portraits because I thought it would help with accepting how I look, and my level of confidence. I’m still not really happy with how I look, but I am learning to accept it, and feedback like this is so lovely because while I never believe it when anyone calls me beautiful, it’s still nice to hear. Thank you again, you made me smile!